Molliarty (articulation) wrote,

how much wasted time will you survive?

Literally all I've done all day is eat, do homework, and read Ohmiya fanfiction. I'm such a lazy ass.

You know what I'm terrified of? The future. I laugh about how scared I am of it all the time but it's not really a joke. A year from now, I'll have graduated. And graduated to do what? I don't even know. There are thousands of options floating through my brain. Teach in Japan for awhile. Grad school in New York. Get an apartment with Nushi. But I don't know and it all comes down to one little thing: I don't know what I want. And that terrifies me.

This is going to sound strange and pathetic and weird but I have a question for all of you: What is your image of me? I mean, it can be in general but specifically, what could you see me doing? I have been over-thinking this for way too long and I'm curious what everyone else thinks. I'm not planning to base my future on your answers or anything but I'm just interested in what you guys think. Your friends are able to see things in you that you can't see yourself, sometimes or they can point out the obvious that you're overlooking. Am I overlooking anything? You obviously don't have to answer if you don't want but I'd love to hear your opinions. ♥

Oh, and in case you're embarrassed for whatever reason, this is public, thus anon commenting is on. ;)

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